Truth.
I am horribly bad at holding my ground when i know someone is mad at me. Right now it’s because I told the truth. Apparently, that didn’t sit too well. But I refuse to be a liar. I did the right thing but it sucks. It’s so hard to not say “I’m sorry” just to smooth things over. I like fixing things.
I guess it sucks the first time someone actually realizes you’re not perfect when they think you are. Can’t say I didn’t warn you.
Usually I like being stubborn. Today, it’s a hard front to hold up.
But.
Today I also went to Harry Potter world for the first time. I love it. I get to be a nerd with the other nerds and it’s so fun. And I went on a (small) roller coaster, and while I was terrified, it occurred to me that I never feel as alive as I do when I give up control like that. So. This girl with her fear of heights might have found a positive reason to give those a spin more often.
And.
My Kappas got 34 new beta class babies today! Grateful for new grandlittles and great-grandlittles to spoil very soon.
So.
Today has a lot more things to be grateful for than sad about. And that is a truth worth believing in.
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